Friday, March 9, 2012


I'm really doesn't know where I should begin this time, it's becoming harder and harder to share what really I feel and all this acute pain killing the inside of me. They said that, bad things happen for a reason. Perhaps, I am the one who moron enough in this situation. I do all things just to take care of your feeling but I reckon it's still wasn't sufficient for you and amazingly you broke the rule you did by yourself, well done dear, you do great this time. But wait,or should I say it's superb awesome, you played it well.

If you still doesn't realized, let me apprise you that you're really hurt me demn hard by your action and this time I'm really down with you. I wish I could handle my rage toward you after all. What you done is too much for me to be bear and you must know romance has broke down - the love is over.

Nevertheless, please do not worry about me, I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing and in the end, I'll soon recover. Of course, it's not the same honey with you not around but part of you always be with me - thats for sure. And again, what I supposed to do when the best part of me always you

pssssst: this boy is crackin' up and has broken down

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Money: This Mean Life

Well, this's me again, looking so called safe place to share my feeling. I'm rarely talked to anyone about what I feel, what I think, and I always prefer to keep silent. My faith in humanity has been lost, no one can be fully trusted except our own family or someone who love us. Yet, I'm still lucky enough to have them who always by my side in whatever situation - my family and of course, my wife-to-be, Syazana.

In life, I always heard that, money is not everything. But for me, it's true money is not everything in our life but everything needs money even if you want to pee, still need money. Well I'm not such materialistic or money oriented , but this is the fact in our life nowadays - without money we are no one and for sure nobody will respect you. Today just a short post and before I ended this post, I got a quote to share "If you born poor, it's not your fault, but if you die poor totally your fault"